I want to grow up not because i hate my parents or want to get out of home but because i want the freedom to do tiny things like decided what furniture goes in my house and what colour the walls are and if i should go out at night rather than stay in doing work for once I want to decide what music to play in my own home while im cooking or cleaning and how loud it is. I want to experience the world without a barrier and to be able to express who i am through the little details.
then it just hit me, that as perfect as things may seem on the outside, you never really know what’s going on between two people. i could believe that two people were absolutely meant for each other, but then things change and they begin to want different things. i mean, it…